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Seeing the LDS missionaries, just now, working on their rental car in the driveway, as I walked by and said hi to them and they shunned me as usual, made me realize… I am a 5th generation Mormon, never missed a single meeting or event from 1975 to 2013 when I became paralized, bedridden, and unable to sit up for 13 years, and am only just now in 2026, able to sit upright for 1 or 2 hours a day, and daily push my wheelchair around the block trying to relearn to walk… and I have been across the street from the missionaries since February 2019, so 7 years now, … do you realize that in all that time, not once has a missionary ever stopped by to visit me, me a 5th generation Mormon who never once missed a single 5 hour Sunday meeting, never once missed any of the 3 times a week 4 hour events, paid a full tithe, and paid 3x a full tithe because I also paid 10% to the temple program and 10% to the missionary fund, paying a full 30% of my income to the church for decades… and when I became paralized in 2013, not once since 2013 til now in 2026 has a single missionary, home teacher, visiting teacher, relief society member, or bishopric member ever once stop by to check in on me… and yet, the front door of the missionary building is literally less then twenty feet across the street from my door, where it has been since 2019, right now, and the missionaries are standing there right now, this very second, refusing to even acknowledge i just said hello to them, full on shunning me.Why?What even is going on with the church?I've been bedridden and paralized from a broken spine for thirteen years, and never one in that time has a missionary stopped by to visit. Why? It is against church policy for missionaries to NOT visit the home bound, bring the sacraments to their sick bed.I've been bedridden and paralized from a broken spine for thirteen years, and never one in that time has a visiting teacher stopped by to visit. Why? It is against church policy for visiting teachers to NOT visit the home bound.I've been bedridden and paralized from a broken spine for thirteen years, and never one in that time has a home teacher stopped by to visit. Why? It is against church policy for the visiting teachers to NOT visit the home bound, bring the sacraments to their sick bed.I've been bedridden and paralized from a broken spine for thirteen years, and never one in that time has the relief society stopped by to visit. Why? It is against church policy for the relief society to NOT visit the home bound.I've been bedridden and paralized from a broken spine for thirteen years, and never one in that time has anyone from the bishopric stopped by to visit. Why? It is against church policy the bishopric to NOT visit the home bound, bring the sacraments to their sick bed.The local church appears to be shunning me (shunning is a part of church policy) but I haven't got a clue why.It just seems very odd to me.Well, one things for certain, when I became crippled in 2013, I certainly learned fast who my REAL friends were and who never cared about me to begin with.

Seeing the LDS missionaries, just now, working on their rental car in the driveway, as I walked by and said hi to them and they shunned me as usual, made me realize…  I am a 5th generation Mormon, never missed a single meeting or event from 1975 to 2013 when I became paralized, bedridden, and unable to sit up for 13 years, and am only just now in 2026, able to sit upright for 1 or 2 hours a day, and daily push my wheelchair around the block trying to relearn to walk…  and I have been across the street from the missionaries since February 2019, so 7 years now, …  do you realize that in all that time, not once has a missionary ever stopped by to visit me, me a 5th generation Mormon who never once missed a single 5 hour Sunday meeting, never once missed any of the 3 times a week 4 hour events, paid a full tithe, and paid 3x a full tithe because I also paid 10% to the temple program and 10% to the missionary fund, paying a full 30% of my income to the church for decades…...
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sick of people calling my car haunted

yes…and I think given that people are AGAIN showing up calling my Dodge "haunted", calling my friend "an alien", calling me "transgender", and spreading a bunch of defamation slander connecting me to Stephen King… I think I need to start taking down the contact information of every blogger, podcaster, youtuber, and social media account that is spreading these rumors, and sue every single one of them for CAUSING my car to be cut in half May 10, 2010, for CAUSING the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013, for CAUSING my son's murder November 14, 2013, for CAUSING me to be crippled and in a wheelchair November 14, 2013, and for CONTINUING to CAUSE harassers to show up in person to harass me near daily, STILL now in 2026. DO NOT TRUST ANYONE telling you my car is haunted, telling you my friend is an alien, calling my car "the goldeneagle", calling my friend "Etiole", or trying to connect me or my car to Stephen Kin...
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Ai thoughts

today I had a thought on Ai detectors because people been talking about that Shy Girl book ban a lot this week. and so I decided to ask ChatGPT what it thought. here is what I asked ChatGPT.... .... .... Now keep in mind mind your custom instructions and memory banks and lore about my characters here. so, you've probably heard of the whole Shy Girl book ban by now right? Well it got me thinking about how maybe if someone ran my novels through Ai detectors Ai tells would show up even though its not Ai writing. I'm not sure if I would even know most Ai tells. What words and phrases in this text are most likely to make a reader suspect it was written by AI? Give me a specific list. The famous list includes: delve, realm, meticulous, underscore, commendable, pivotal, tapestry, adept, testament, and the em-dash used three times per paragraph. What others are there? But also things like tapestry, I use a lot because the main character of my series, Quaraun, The Pink Necromancer, is ...
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Squidoo

answering this question/comment: "can you explain what you mean by Squidoo account? I thought Squidoo was your website. Didn't you write every page on Squidoo?" uhm… what? no. Squidoo was a social media site founded by Seth Godin in 2005, it was similar to Facebook, only it paid you for writing blog posts and short stories. You created a profile and then, every day you wrote a thousand word post on the blog section, sort of the same way Tumblr functions now, and the way Facebook functioned back in 2008 before Facebook was overhauled in 2018. Seth Godin sold Squidoo in 2010, and the woman who bought it stole most of the articles off everyone's accounts and tried to republish them as her's. There was a huge lawsuit and we writers won, but, the settlement, when divided between the twenty million accounts, ended up with each of us twenty million users receiving a two dollar class action settlement check in the mail, and the rights to our writing returned to us. Becaus...
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answering the question "but didn't you paint "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies" and "SeaWitch of Old Orchard Beach" on your motorhome? why did you do that?"Yes I did.And for the same reason I sewed the words "Too Gay For OOB" on my Darkwing Duck cosplay cape…it's called: SARCASM I got sick of people coming up my driveway accusing me, a straight cis female, of being "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach"I got sick of people coming up in my driveway and accusing me a 5th generation Mormon who knows nothing about witchcraft of being "the seawitch of Old Orchard Beach"and I got sick of people coming up in my driveway and accusing me and my family of being "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies"so to protest the ridiculousness of all three slanderous accusations, I painted those things on my motorhome, in glow in the dark neon pink paint, specifically to point out how absurdly ridiculous those accusations were.and it actually did help quite a bit, because the harassers doing the bulk of the accusations apparently didn't like me painting their words in four foot tall letters for all of Old Orchard Beach's two million summer tourists to see.now tourists stop and ask me why it says that, and I tell them, why: because locals in this town harass me in the off season, they slander me by calling me gay, they slander me by calling me transgender, they slander me by calling me a Stephen King Thinner Gypsy, they slander me by calling me the sea witch of Old Orchard Beach… and they thought no one knew about it, but now with it in giant letters for all the tourists to see, the locals don't slander with those accusations nearly as much anymore.

answering the question  "but didn't you paint "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies" and "SeaWitch of Old Orchard Beach" on your motorhome? why did you do that?" Yes I did. And for the same reason I sewed the words "Too Gay For OOB" on my Darkwing Duck cosplay cape… it's called:  SARCASM  I got sick of people coming up my driveway accusing me, a straight cis female, of being  "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach" I got sick of people coming up in my driveway and accusing me a 5th generation Mormon who knows nothing about witchcraft of being  "the seawitch of Old Orchard Beach" and I got sick of people coming up in my driveway and accusing me and my family of being  "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies" so to protest the ridiculousness of all three slanderous accusations, I painted those things on my motorhome, in glow in the dark neon pink paint, specifically to point out how absurdly ridic...
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| Did you know Drabbles are no longer welcomed on Medium? My Daily Drabbles are now here on Blogger because Drabbles are no longer allowed on Medium - this link tells you what Medium changed and where you can go if you are a drabble writter looking for a platform that still allows Drabbles - there are not many - most platforms do NOT allow 100 word stories! Medium used to be the number one place for publishing drabbles and getting paid for tthem, but as of April 4, 2025 Medium has banned drabbles from distribution. Full details HERE | Alright, what is this guy talking about? I know I keep asking, but he was here again yesterday and as usually, he was doing his weird babbling calling me "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsy Witch", calling my car haunted, calling my car "The GoldenEagle", saying aliens live in my car, calling my homeless WW2 vet friend an alien, while also calling him "Etiole", and acting like he thinks I'm supposed to know what he is...
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| Did you know Drabbles are no longer welcomed on Medium? My Daily Drabbles are now here on Blogger because Drabbles are no longer allowed on Medium - this link tells you what Medium changed and where you can go if you are a drabble writter looking for a platform that still allows Drabbles - there are not many - most platforms do NOT allow 100 word stories! Medium used to be the number one place for publishing drabbles and getting paid for tthem, but as of April 4, 2025 Medium has banned drabbles from distribution. Full details HERE | I am getting so sick of Ben. I was trying to tell him about a new thing that was learned in regards to HIS son's FBI murder investigation, and suddenly he says "Why are you telling me? Where's the father in all this? Why aren't you telling him?"... I keep[ forgetting WHY the FBI lists Ben as one of the top three suspects in hiring the golf club woman who crippled me and murdered HIS son that HE is the father of. I've never be...
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