Wednesday, December 16, 2009

PLEASE . . . . somebody, anybody. . . . PLEASE HELP ME!

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They just now, just called again. Again demanding that I come into the the bishop's office at the church tonight, again demanding that I meet with the Stake President. And again it has triggered a mass panic attack. It's happening again. JUST LIKE BEFORE. I can't stop shaking. My chest hurts and my lungs hurt. My hands are shaking so bad I can barely type this. It's like before. Only, I'm shaking a lot worse, it's so bad my glasses keep falling off. I can't stop shaking. I can't breath.

It's like before, like a panic attack, only really, really, really bad. Why won't they leave me alone. I need them to leave me alone. Please make them leave me alone. I don't know if I can live through many more of these stroke like attacks. I have one every time they call. Please make them stop calling me. Tell them to leave me a lone. Please help me. I can't stop shaking. My whole body is skaking all over I don't know what to do.


Please call the church at 607-9517 or 207-666-3481 and tell them to leave me alone (I find the 666 in their # ironic) Ask for Robert Taylor. He is the counselor in charge of handling phone calls to the Stake Presadent of the Augusta Maine Stake.

You can read more about this 31 year on going harassment at the following links:


Excommunication for publishing my 2008 NaNoWriMo Book – Update


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HELP! Any doctors out there? Medical advice?


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Health UPDATE – Stroke caused by panic attack triggered by LDS Church excommunication threats :(


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Still Planning on Doing NaNoWriMo this year in spite of recent health issues


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Eleven Days Til NaNoWriMo and Stroke Update

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My Aliens vs Your Demons – Yep – If I’m Crazy, What Are You???????


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Excommunication – 2008 NaNoWriMo book banned – Update – My Inbox if overloading – a mass reply going here


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REPOST: For Fear of Little Men: First Draft of my autobiography book to be published in 2010+/-


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Note - I have not been to the LDS/Mormon church in 13 years, and yet, they continue to harass me on an almost daily basis. :(


In 2004 I started writing “Faith Not Religion”, my infamous 900 page rant on why I left the Mormon church. It was during the two years where I just sat there doing nothing but writing that book that I finally realized for the first time in my life that I WASN’T evil, like so many bishop kept telling me! I wasn’t demon possessed, like so many bishop kept telling me . What I was, was a victim of 27 years of mental and emotional abuse at the hands of a bunch of crazy tyrants. While writing “Faith Not Religion” I learned quite a bit about myself. Among them I learned:
I’m tired of being told I’m a witch. 
I’m tired of being told I’m evil. 
I’m tired of being told I do the things I do because I’m possessed by a demon. 
I’m tired of being told I’m going to hell. 
I’m tired of being told I’m inferior because I’m a lowly female. 
I’m tired of being told not to talk because that’s reserved for men. 
I’m just plain tired of BEING TOLD. 
Every one talks to me, no one ever talks with me. 
I want freedom from BEING TOLD.
I wish, that there was someone who would actually treat me like I was a person. Like I was important. Like I mattered. 
I’m tired of being harassed by these people. 
I’m tired of it. 
Putting up with the abuse all those years was killing me.
Them killing my pets was an evil act.
Them paintballing my car was an evil act.
Them throwing rocks at and blinding my horse, was an evil act.
Them burning my drawings in the woodstove was and evil act.
Them burning my manuscripts in the wood stove was an evil act.
Them saying I was evil was an evil act.
They were the ones who were evil, not me.
Not being allowed to get a job because I was a female, was an evil thing for them to do to me.
Them smashing my Liberace` records was an evil act.
Them stealing parts off of my car and leaving it in ruins was an evil act.
Them setting fire to my home and leaving me homeless was an evil act.


Please put an end to this before they cause my death. I don't think I can live through another stroke. PLEASE HELP ME!. Please call the church at 607-9517 or 207-666-3481 and tell them to leave me alone (I find the 666 in their # ironic) Ask for Robert Taylor. He is the counselor in charge of handling phone calls to the Stake Presadent of the Augusta Maine Stake. Please. call him. PLEASE! Why won't they leave me alone. I need them to leave me alone. Please make them leave me alone. I don't know if I can live through many more of these stroke like attacks. I have one every time they call. Please make them stop calling me. Tell them to leave me a lone. Please help me. I can't stop shaking. My whole body is shaking all over I don't know what to do. Please some one help me.






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